Thursday, February 5, 2009

blabh blah!

i feel all crappy inside! there's so much to be done n so much time on hand, but m totally wasting it all away! n there are days when i feel like doing something productive but i start having random migraine pains! i hate it.. ok not so much, but i hate it when they happen on wrong days! i wasted my entire day yesterday! nowadays, m carrying books to work so that i can do some reading there.. but by the time i'm home, i'm completely exhausted n then i feel all tired n sleepy! i dun know how to make things work! there is so much to be done n so much workload.. so much added stuff that shudn't have been this way! its not working, nothings working.. all the more, now that i finally want things to work they won't! crap, maybe there will be some light at the faaar end of the tunnel.. someone flash a torch plz! neway, back to life.. time for work!
i dunno, am i pale or things r really pale these days?
the only thing i look forward to are my guitar classes.. but then i feel have i earned it? its like i deserve to be confided to a room with no tv/pc/celfone n jus be asked to DO something/anything!
*sigh*
i need someone/something!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hmm...cheer up lady! you dont look good with smirks and off-moods :(
and do have faith on yourself..that's whats most important...things will work out in the end...am suffering from the same syndrome...and just notice, all this coming from me *wink* *wink* :P