Sunday, May 31, 2009

Tagged - 24hrs before you die!

i've been tagged on this by John and its my first tag of this kind!
24 hrs before u die, ok now that's freaky!

over the last year my friends have lost a lot of their friends, and every time i heard of something like that my heart skipped a beat to think of it happening to my folks. i don't think i'd be able to keep myself composed if such a day ever came! but, to be honest its much easier to think how it would be had u only 24hrs to live, maybe cos its a selfish thought to pass away silently and not have to bear the eternal pain of staying back and remembering the ones left behind!

If you've seen the movie P.S I Love You, you've probably loved this dialogue too.. and if u haven't i strongly recommend u do watch it, its beautiful!
It goes like..
"We're so arrogant aren't we, so afraid of age, we do everything we can to prevent it.. we don't realise what a prviledge it is to grow old with someone.."


I always used to tell J that i wanna be in love before i die! :)
ha ha.. can't believe all the sweet stuff we spoke bout as kids!
and then the more u grow, the more u grow above relationship, trust & commitments!
I hate to admit this, but i've always been a dreamer! and just not the usual dreamer, but the DDLJ type of dreamer where every Pooja finds her Rahul.. and as the tagline says "Someone Somewhere Is Made For You!"
So i can totally picturise myself with a flowing dupatta over my head running through fields singing songs! :D
*sigh*
one thing i know for sure, i wud defntly be in love for one true moment before i say goodbye!


Coming to reality.. :)
I love to do little personal things for people i care bout and leave them in a manner that finds them in a pleasant surprise!


If i have exactly 24 hrs from the time i am intimated bout my clock ticking, here's FEW of all that i would like to do:

~ Wake up early for once! :P

Would wake up with the birds chirping and the cool breeze blowing! go for a walk in my neighbourhood and breathe in all the beauty of the world around me i might not have noticed the days i actually lived! Smile at every stranger and make that moment a part of his life as much as it will always remain a part of me in eternity!
Also, having "chai and "jalebi" at a local tea shop would make me SO happy! :)

~ Make a comfortable breakfast with the modest things i've always loved!

~ Watch old family movies and photographs and drink in all my childhood innocence and fun! Laugh remembering those moments with my family! Also, all the wondeful selected movies or songs i could possibly hear! Go through old school shirts and letters and report cards! haha!

~ I don't know how i shall manage this bit, but this is the most important one of them all!
I will forgive you for all the hurt you gave me! Yes, i wanna die peacefully!
And for everyone of you, leave a little (ok, not so little) note behind with my last message. Surprisingly, J and me have been together since childhood but neither of us has ever written a testimonial or letter to each other.. simply cos its just not possible to put some things in words! But if i could possibly do that, i'd write my life to her!
Some wonderful people i've come across in my life, would want to let u know in my own humble way that ur loved! :)

~ A delightful bath and a wonderful lunch with my family! i guess the rest of the afternoon i would be doing the above writing work! phew, how am i ever going to finish all of it!

~ In the evening, sit with people who really matter and jam a little! Sing songs, play the guitar and laugh away to glory! haha!

~ I'd have to speak to a few people personally, afterall some chapters need to be closed in this world itself! :P

~ By the time its night and i'm done with the BEST dinner of my life, jus send a msg to a few people saying goodnight! the usual chit-chat with dad and bro and help mamma with the dishes!

~ i guess it must be 11.30 by the time i'm in my room. Say my prayers and ask god to forgive me for any wrong i've done and bless those i love!
For the last time, rewind my life from the day i was born! :)
Listen to a last song on my celfone, and think of the stupid guy who's a little too late! Love u wherever u may be!


And... Dream awaY! :)
*perfect*



I tag:

Hopeless Romatic!

8 comments:

Amit said...

it should be DTPH, not DDLJ

pooja aur rahul DDLJ mein kab aaye :O

Amit said...

lol, this is a freaky list...for the first time i have seen a list where a person having 24 hrs wants to do all the things sitting at home, inside home and near to home !

roflmao, it made me day !

thanks for tagging,lets c when i do it..u knw i hate tags :P

cheers,
Amit

rh3a said...

shit, thnx for the correction! :P

i know u hate tags, that's all the more reason to tag u! :D

and home is where the heart is, isn't it.. apart from the fact that m a lazy bum!

Amit said...

lazy bum, atleast post mein to correction theek kar...bata diya phir bhi nahin theek kiya...hadd hain..all bengalis r kamchor n lazy asses...baatein karwa lo jitni ho sake...n its a racist attack :P

love,
amit

rh3a said...

aah, the new Russel Peters!
Ab main kya bolu, adhi toh punjabi main khud hu.. usme bhi racist nahi ho sakti!

and i din change it cos fir teri baat jhoot lagti na.. sab sochte Amit andha ho gaya hai.. DTPH ko DDLJ padh raha hai!
lazy, but smart u see! :P

Amit said...

lol,sudhar jaa....nahin to hum bigaaad denge :P

sab ko apni tarah intelligent na samjha kar, DDLJ sabne dekhi hain ;)

john said...

great writing
And i havent watched ddlj, maybe only a few sparse minutes here n there... :P

Broom said...

"think of the stupid guy who's a little too late!"


is it the same guy? ;]