its 24th dec and in less than a week we will be welcoming another new year..yeah, truly welcoming, cos i can't wait for this year to get over!! its been one hell of a year which i was certainly not hoping it to be. this was a year full of events i had waited for, and in every way wanted things to work out well!
within few days of stepping into jan dad was admitted to the hospital, and if i cud point out then it was the single most worst day of my life so far. u know its hard to explain, but there is this one moment in ur life where u see ur entire world coming down. its like ur on this rollercoaster u din want to get up on..n then ur at the top and u see that ur coming down..but now there's nothing u can do..u can only see that this is it, ur gonna hit earth n there's absofuckinlutely nothing u can do! that moment was such, infact much more! watever, i dun wanna think bout it nemore..
so i did fall terribly sick this year.. had chicken pox, n bad headaches which went from sinusitis to chronic to migraine n blah blah..!
cudnt appear for my C.A inter and well, did a little less better than my competitors in 2nd year. bleh!
anyway i did hope dec to be a tiny-winy better being the last month of the year.. but then being the last month of the year itself, when things want to hit u hard, they hit harder cos its the last oppurtunity they got! i lost this man who was a father figure to a lot of us..
anyway, i simply can't wait for this year to end.. but also dread the coming year..
i don't want it to be even worse cos its even more eventful this coming year.. touchwood!
so i WELCOME this year with warm wishes and a big smile jus hoping things turn out to be good, better, best! :) also, hoping all of u guys have a great year ahead n may all ur 'good' wishes come true!
Merry Christmas to all of u as well! i'll be stupid yet honest, i still put up a stocking each year n my Santa never fails me! :)
have a chilly and happy 25th Dec, hopefully we'll have no tsunami/earthquake/attack etc. this 26th! god bless! :)

i have no resolutions but to compensate all that i've been through this year, i have a lot of good wishes..and with my first stipend ( :D ) i am getting my cartilage pierced! :D

here's hoping all good things come to all of u and ur family this coming year.. and all that happens is for a gud reason! :)

take care! bless me too! :P

mirror

this was something i had written a long time back.. had put it up on my old blog space.. came across it while reading few old posts..


the times u were young n played innocently..
that giggle, those pranks..
life was a playground of fantasies..
the first classroom, the first repulsion towards growing..
crying in ur mamma's arms, begging not to go to school..
life already seeming like a burden..
n oh, how we were told that it was jus few more years to endure..
high school nasty comments, laughters filled with sarcasm..
the first anger burning inside, the impulsive words spoken..
drawing into ur own self, withdrawing from the circle..
makin happy with the dark, cursing at the moon..
decisions of life..responsibilities unattended..
losing that special someone..only one..
then another new chapter of life..
a breeze of bliss..
a life born of a life..
return to innocence..
watching as time grows..
colours fading from the eye..
a step towards the horizon..
a moment of tide..
and peace..

tra la la la laa..

thou shall smile, not laugh.
thou shall not let out stuff n keep shut.
thou shall move on.
thou shall feel ur own self.
thou shall play the guitar more.
thou shall not think.

*blink* blink*

i got orchids n other beautiful flowers.
i got rid of you.
i like my pic.

:)



i still havent lost weight!

*hmpf*

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"Save The Last Dance For Me"

You can dance-every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight
You can smile-every smile for the man
Who held your hand neath the pale moon light
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the music's fine
Like sparklin' wine,go and have your fun
Laugh and sing,but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance,go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he walk you home,you must tell him no
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
Save the last dance for me

'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me.

m in love with this song now! the lyircs are jus so romantic! Also listen to "The Way You Look Tonight" by Frank Sinatra..though i like the Michael Buble version better! I remember hearing it for the first time when i watched "My Best Friends Wedding"..jus loved it right then! these are such soulful romantic numbers! *sigh* only if such perfect love existed! till then 'so darling, save the last dance for me..' :)

:)

omg, russell peters is actually good! u shud really search youtube for his videos.. he's what i call an optimistic racist, n these kinds are extremely hard to find! i love the way he brings humour outa racism.. 'somebody gonna get a hurt'.. ha ha! :D he mocks indians n our lifestyle in such a friendly manner u'd go 'woo..!!' :P

i watched dostana..n now i'm thinkin i shud've seen it in the theatres! gawd its really funny! :D in certain scenes the comic timing is so perfect! fashion n dostana, chalo two gud movies after a really long time. nice music too!

neway went to this eccentric doctor yesterday, whatever he said!
'darling, u had thyroid all ur life n u never knew!'
now all that doctor shit really scares me! but anyhow i've already been negligent enough to develop migraine so i might as well listen for a change! next week, blood test! :/
fingers crossed, hope i pass! :P

rest is all ok..
happy living!

:)

this is jus to let u all know that m still using m old blog space! lovablepals.spaces.live.com
it seems more convinient n homely cos that's where i begun.. neway i'm not deleting this account either cos lots of m frnz blog on blogger n i like to read n comment on their blogs..so that's why! :) i hope everyone has been doin great!
much love..
happy living! :)

rh3a..