24 hrs before u die, ok now that's freaky!
over the last year my friends have lost a lot of their friends, and every time i heard of something like that my heart skipped a beat to think of it happening to my folks. i don't think i'd be able to keep myself composed if such a day ever came! but, to be honest its much easier to think how it would be had u only 24hrs to live, maybe cos its a selfish thought to pass away silently and not have to bear the eternal pain of staying back and remembering the ones left behind!
If you've seen the movie P.S I Love You, you've probably loved this dialogue too.. and if u haven't i strongly recommend u do watch it, its beautiful!
It goes like..
"We're so arrogant aren't we, so afraid of age, we do everything we can to prevent it.. we don't realise what a prviledge it is to grow old with someone.."
I always used to tell J that i wanna be in love before i die! :)
ha ha.. can't believe all the sweet stuff we spoke bout as kids!
and then the more u grow, the more u grow above relationship, trust & commitments!
I hate to admit this, but i've always been a dreamer! and just not the usual dreamer, but the DDLJ type of dreamer where every Pooja finds her Rahul.. and as the tagline says "Someone Somewhere Is Made For You!"
So i can totally picturise myself with a flowing dupatta over my head running through fields singing songs! :D
*sigh*
one thing i know for sure, i wud defntly be in love for one true moment before i say goodbye!
Coming to reality.. :)
I love to do little personal things for people i care bout and leave them in a manner that finds them in a pleasant surprise!
If i have exactly 24 hrs from the time i am intimated bout my clock ticking, here's FEW of all that i would like to do:
~ Wake up early for once! :P
Would wake up with the birds chirping and the cool breeze blowing! go for a walk in my neighbourhood and breathe in all the beauty of the world around me i might not have noticed the days i actually lived! Smile at every stranger and make that moment a part of his life as much as it will always remain a part of me in eternity!
Also, having "chai and "jalebi" at a local tea shop would make me SO happy! :)
~ Make a comfortable breakfast with the modest things i've always loved!
~ Watch old family movies and photographs and drink in all my childhood innocence and fun! Laugh remembering those moments with my family! Also, all the wondeful selected movies or songs i could possibly hear! Go through old school shirts and letters and report cards! haha!
~ I don't know how i shall manage this bit, but this is the most important one of them all!
I will forgive you for all the hurt you gave me! Yes, i wanna die peacefully!
And for everyone of you, leave a little (ok, not so little) note behind with my last message. Surprisingly, J and me have been together since childhood but neither of us has ever written a testimonial or letter to each other.. simply cos its just not possible to put some things in words! But if i could possibly do that, i'd write my life to her!
Some wonderful people i've come across in my life, would want to let u know in my own humble way that ur loved! :)
~ A delightful bath and a wonderful lunch with my family! i guess the rest of the afternoon i would be doing the above writing work! phew, how am i ever going to finish all of it!
~ In the evening, sit with people who really matter and jam a little! Sing songs, play the guitar and laugh away to glory! haha!
~ I'd have to speak to a few people personally, afterall some chapters need to be closed in this world itself! :P
~ By the time its night and i'm done with the BEST dinner of my life, jus send a msg to a few people saying goodnight! the usual chit-chat with dad and bro and help mamma with the dishes!
~ i guess it must be 11.30 by the time i'm in my room. Say my prayers and ask god to forgive me for any wrong i've done and bless those i love!
For the last time, rewind my life from the day i was born! :)
Listen to a last song on my celfone, and think of the stupid guy who's a little too late! Love u wherever u may be!
And... Dream awaY! :)
*perfect*
I tag:
Hopeless Romatic!
